10:00 p.m. - 26 July, 2005
I've moved!
I've moved to http://call-me-olive.blogspot.com Do visit often, because I am building up the habit of writing in my blog again! Hurrah. Hehe. See you there.

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

10:20 a.m. - 16 July, 2005
Finally updating!
Hehehe, I am finally updating!! Hurrah! I tried to use blogger but I have no freaking idea about the html. Diaryland is much easier and user-friendly. Honestly, I was flattered when Jingyi wrote a testi saying my diaryland's 4i girls' daily digest. I know it might not be true to some people, but whatever.

So, updating my life. I kinda love it here really but I am going back to Singapore in 13 days times (yesh, I am counting down days!) Then I am back to Indo, hurrah! I am kinda sick of this winter, it's chilly, especially that I have morning classes, I have to walk in the cold weather, boo! But, I think if I go back to Singapore or Indo I will start complaining about the weather there. Heh, and I got the fair skin I wanted. Just give me more time and I will as fair as Jingyi. Mwahaha

School's not as stressful here too, which makes me skip school or classes a lot. I should stop the bad habit but, you can't change immediately! Give me time, give me time and I will proudly tell you peeps that I have full attendance for one whole month! The maths methods here is sucky though. I think it's like A maths.

Anywayyyy.., the city's great, the weather is great to a certain extent, an I am loving it! Hurrah! I want terribly for this winter to end though. But I am getting pretty used to it. ((:
and since I am so lazy now, I have been really lazy to update the diary too. Boo. But I will try my best. Hehe..alright then peeps. See you soon in Sg. Taaaaaa

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive

3:44 p.m. - 13 April, 2005
diaryland!
IS IT WORKING!!?

9:23 p.m - 9 March, 2005
Damn, my hair rocks!
Heya! I am in Singapore now, by the way. Yay! I did some highlights at Le Salon yesterday, and damn, do I love my hair! It's dark violet highlights and I love it loads! I really do! They actually coloured my inner hair, so it won't look too obvious unless I tie my hair half like this. People says it looks cool and funky, but if you think it shucks, TOO BAD. huahua. I am evil. I spent like, 5 and a half hours in the salon, like, from 3 to 8:30. Yeah, freaky, my butt was aching, no doubt. Haha, it took so damn long cause I took so damn long to finally decide that I should colour my hair. Haha, Sophia and Rachel were like, "It will look cool!" and yeah!! I love it like, so much, I can't stop looking at my reflection in the mirror. Yay! But, I dunno, my hair will probably be really dry and all but screw those! I love it! I spent all my money for this hair, but, whatever, I didn't even tell mom. I figured if I tell her, she will say no, so I just do it, and so she won't be able to do anything already. Yeah. I don't think she likes my hair, but, whatever, it's MY hair we're talking about. Heehee.

So, I went out with Anne and Serene today. Shit, I really miss them a lot. It's soooooooo fun to be able to hang out with them anymore. I was like, laughing like mad at all Anne's lame and stupid jokes, but they're funny! Try singing Avril Lavigne's song in Hokkien. Hahaha.. =D Yeah.., so we pretty much just walked around Orchard, and we watched White Noise. Damn, Sophia was right. That movie sucks. So crappy. Though the sound effect was good, Anne was screaming, but, the storyline is not that good, besides the Lido cinema sucks, and yeah, just don't watch that movie. It sucks. I almost fell asleep. Then Serene gave me her super-late-xmas-present. Haha, it's so cute! It's called King Bean. Adorable! Hehe, I have like, so many soft toys already. I gave some away last year. Hehe. But who can resist soft toys? No girl can, unless she's like a tomboy or gay or something.

This morning I went back to Yishun also, to take some stuff. And, man, I was really shocked to see all my stuff!! I can never take it all back! I have like loads and loads of bags, magazines, and everything! I have A LOT of stuff. Shit, I should stop buying anything at all. I suck. If I wanna keep moving around the world like this, I figure I really need to control my spending. Yeah, this is me talking, I almost can't believe that I actually SAID that.

Okay, I have gotta jet. See you peeps! Love and thousand kisses, Olive xx

10:35 p.m. - 04 March, 2005
End of sexism
My dear and lovely and super funny cousin sent me this and I can't stop laughing. Hahaha.., no more double standard in this society!!

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

2:22 p.m. - 04 March, 2005
Paris loves Paris
Here comes the weird story about Paris. Remember her beau, the bag-stealer? (Scroll down) His name is actually Paris too. Hahahahaha, okay, that is the funniest thing I have heard. Can you imagine if my boyfriend's name is Olivya too? I will be like, "Hello, mates! Meet my boyfriend, Olivya!" Besides, I have never known Paris as an unisex name.

And in case you peeps haven't noticed, Lindsay Lohan is like so damn skinny now. She said she lost so much weight because she was sick and was admitted to the hospital because she over worked and was too tired. But, I don't think over-working can change your look from this:

and this:

to looking this skinny...

And what bothers my mind is how can somebody get so skinny in only like 2 weeks or less? This crazy. I think she's either a)Anorexic b)Had a liposuction I think that's the only two sensible possibilities. Even if you go to Marie France or take diet pills it will take more than a month, I guess.

So yeah, that's weird, no? I know Jessica Simpson and Nicole Richie really worked out to glow and look as good as they do now, because, just look at Nicole! She glows! And her body is toned! Lindsay simply looks weak and pale. Or hey! Maybe she's got AIDS! and lost her appetite and can't eat anything anymore..bleah that's impossible, then she will probably be dead by now.

Anyway, somebody help Hilary's grannie! I think she totally stole this outfit from her grandma, cause she has nothing else to wear to red carpet events. And looks to me that her grandma is probably a Malay. Hahaha.. no offence.

So much for now. Oh!! Nicky Hilton has her new own clothing line now. It's called 'Chick' by Nicky Hilton. I think they are available exclusively at Kitson. I think her stuff are really cute and pretty. Just like herself.

Okay, really, so much for now. See you peeps soon. Anyway, I wil be back to Singapore on the 7th, which is next Monday!! Hurrah! So if you peeps want to have a class gathering or something, please contact me, alright, at my mobile no. Yeah. See ya soon!

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

4:28 p.m. - 03 March, 2005
Rich Girl
Rich Girl-Gwen Stefani

If I was a Rich Girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl

Think what that money could bring
I'd buy everything
Clean out Vivienne Westwood
In my Galliano gown
No, wouldn't just have one hood
A Hollywood mansion if I could
Please book me first class to my fancy house in London town

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know

If I was rich girl
See, I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
No man could test me, impress me, my cash flow would never ever end
Cause I'd have all the money in the world, if I was a wealthy girl
I'd get me four Harajuku girls to
Inspire me and they'd come to my rescue
I'd dress them wicked, I'd give them names
Love, Angel, Music, Baby
Hurry up and come and save me

All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know

You know, actually this song sounded so irritating to me the first time I listened to it. But, I realised the more I listen to it, the more hooked I am to that song. Besides, the lyric is cool. If I was a rich girl la la la la la... But, probably I will clean out Louis Vuitton instead of Vivienne Westwood.

Anyway, I was watching some Indonesian drama last night. The main actress is called Agnes Monica, she's Indonesian by nationality, but I think her race is still Chinese. Should be another chinese indonesian like myself.

Damn, this girl is a TOTAL COPYCAT. She totally copies Britney's style and sometimes even Christina Aguilera or Avril Lavigne. I don't mind her copying people's style, because Britney and all are like Hollywood celebs, so true, they are supposed to be a trend setter, so yeah, people can copy them. But, Agnes' new video clip, totally copied Britney's My Prerogative. She has like a scene in which she drove a car into a swimming pool. The moment I saw it, the first thing that came to my mind was Britney's My Prerogative scene, where she drove a car into a swimming pool. Copycat. Copycat. Copycat.

And hey! Look, even Paris has a less-than-surfboard-flat belly! Nobody's perfect! Hurrah! Not even Paris who I think is the most perfect person on this planet, minus her cheapness and her hobby to break a happy couple up and stealing people's boyfriend.

But she's still really close to perfection. See, she can get a cutie to kiss her when she's looking so messy in her oversized jacket and odd orange pants. Hey, maybe that orange pants are the guy's! You would never know. I mean, usually a girl always ends up wearing the guy's shirt after they have sex over at the guy's place (watch Alfie) and maybe she's making a new trend that girls really should wear the guy's pants instead of his oversized shirt anymore. Who knows.

Or, second possibility, maybe the guy likes that 7 bag she's carrying as much as me, and he wants it so badly, he's sleeping with her to get the bag. Or he's planning to drug her with a really strong sleeping pill, take the bag and run away.

And to prove my theory, Paris carried a different bag this time. Although, the weird thing is, the guy has not run away yet, like he's supposed to. Maybe he's planning to steal this bag Paris is carrying also. HEY, MAYBE THIS GUY IS A PROFESSIONAL BAG-STEALER! I am not sure what bag is this she's carrying, but my guess is that's a Louis.

I am reallycurious who this man is though. He's so sweet. He waited for Paris at the door to let her walk out first. SEE! THIS IS WHAT I CALLED A REAL MAN. And he's a cutie. I really should read more UsWeekly. My bet is Paris wanna settle down like Nicole too. I think she's engaged to this cute guy, DJ AM. They are like so sweet together. He may not be the hottest guy, but looks like Nicole wanna trash down her wild image and this guy managed to tame her down! Sweet, right?

In case you are wondering, yeah, Paris and bag-stealer are double dating with Nicole and DJ AM. So sweet!!

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

10:19 p.m. - 28 February, 2005
YEAH!! *punch the air*
I am soooooooo happy!! I did beyond my expectations. Beyond my dreams. I felt like The Aviator's producer who got 11 nominations for the Academy Award. He had an idea of the movie 7 years ago and had no idea at all that this movie is gonna be so great. Though, frankly speaking, the movie is too deep for me, I think it's boring. But, enjoy Leonardo, he is SUCH A GOOD AND TALENTED ACTOR. Anyway, I am like so proud of myself right now, maybe I wont be able to walk out of my house because the door'll be too small for me.

English Language-B3
Combined Humanities-A1
Mathematics-B4
Sciences-A2
PAC-A1
Malay-B3
F&N-B3

I know it's not straight As result, but, look, since like, forever, I would never even dream that I can get results like this. Rather, I FELT LIKE I JUST WON AN ACADEMY AWARD! Hurrah! Hurrah!
"I'm a Goofy Goober, yeah! You're a Goofy Goober, yeah! We're all a Goofy Goober, yeah! Goofy, goofy, goober, goober, YEAH!!!" Watch Spongebob Squarepants the movie nxt month and you will know how funny this song I am singing.

I am so in the mood to party now, if only I am in Spore with you peeps or something. But, what to do. Haha, maybe I should ask for a handbag from mom :) HOHOHOHOHO....

I think I should remove these star bag pictures from my diaryland, because everytime I see it, I like, wanna touch the screen, feel the leather like skin, rub the bag, move my index finger along the side of the bag, play with the cute chain, grab the bag hard, kiss it, hug it to sleep, protect it from the rain, put it in the dustbag in a metal cupboard that is locked with a special combination of numbers that no one code breaker in the world can break... Okay, I am exaggerating. I am not that obsessed, I am still sane.

I feel so good right now. Yeah, everybody who took the exam feel so good now. Yeah. Finally.

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

10:00 p.m. - 27 February, 2005
The mantra
Results are coming out tmr. You people freaking out already? Anxiety kicking in already? Feeling remorseful now cause you wished that you studied harder last year? Feeling like your life's going to change now? You have to make decisions, decisions, decisions.. But! I'll tell you what. Be not afraid. Just think of the sacred word 'muffins' and all those uncomfortable feelings will soon go away.

If the mantra doesn't work, just take a sleeping pill and go to sleep. I really think I should do that now.

Good luck everybody.

Love and thousand muffins,
Olive xx

9:35 p.m. - 26 February, 2005
Muffins.
'Fess up! You love my new template, no? Isn't it nice? Who can resist a girl with a lacey dress and a tiara? No one! Raise your hand if you do! But, really, that old Pussycat Dolls template is much sexier and all, but I just thought that I needed a change. Yeah.

So, today is another boring Saturday night. Shit, I am like so into this boring life already, I am freaked out! What if I am gonna spend the rest of my life like this?! What if I got so used to staying in, I am gonna be like this forever and I wont go out no more and I will rot in here?! What if nobody wanna go out with me anymore?! What if I don't even have the desire to go out and shop till I drop anymore?! Wait, come to think of it, it is completely impossible that I won't go out to shop anymore. Yeah, I guess I won't spend the rest of my life staying in.

Anyway, so, do you remember our dear CCC? I was so pissed off by her dad today! I mean, what is that man's problem? See, my parents and her parents have always been doing stuff together, and they always buy our plane tickets (mine and CCC's) Yeah, so my mom decided to ask my cousin who is in Spore to buy our plane tix to Melb, cause I guess it's cheaper there or something. So yeah, we will get even lower price if we showed our student visa. So my cousin needed us to fax a copy of our student visa to her. Is that such a TOUGH and HARD thing to do? Will that make you lose part of your flesh? He was like, kept smsing my mom non stop asking her to do this do that, it's like, can't he do it himself?! I was so pissed that I actually replied his messages, kinda in an unhappy tone. I gave him my cousin's number, and ASKED him to CALL her. But, HE DID NOT. He kept messaging people, like as if he has no money to make an overseas call. Damn, he is like really rich. I mean, yeah, he is using the new communicator, Nokia 9500. Of course it is easy for him to sms people. His fingers won't hurt! But, NOT EVERYBODY USES that kinda phone!! Can't stand this kinda people. He makes a simple task such as buying a plane tix as complicated as understanding the Kindred Spirits drama series in Channel U.

Anyway...., I think I need somebody to love. Somebody to be desired. Like, my old crush. But, I got over that so quickly, I think I am sick. Moreover, he is baking muffins now. How gay. No offence though, I love a guy who can do household chores and who cooks. But.., I just can't imagine him wearing an apron holding a baking pan of freshly-baked and well-raised muffins. Heard his muffins are damn nice though. And heard he has stopped baking muffins too. Maybe now he's into pastries. Who knows.

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

11:15 a.m. - 19 February, 2005
Samantha Thavasa bag
Okay, so I am bored as hell, and computer is my real best friend now, along with my big screen TV. I cant help but wanting to shop so much, so I decided to visit Kitson's website and ebay.com. Wrong decision. I ended up wanting that Nicky Hilton Samantha Thavasa bag so so so so so so so much, it's inexplicable. Almost as much as I wanted that Balenciaga Le Dix motorcycle bag, but I've got that bag in hot pink metallic, so I wont complain no more. Now, I seriously fell in love with Nicky Hilton's '7' bowling bag and her 'you are a star' bag. They are really nice with bright colours like, yellow, pink and red, really cool. And I've never seen anybody carrying that bag ever, except for Paris Hilton, Nicky Hilton, and Lindsay Lohan and maybe a number of people in Japan. Shit, I want the bag so much, maybe I should borrow my mom's credit card, but there will be the shipping cost and all that shit, which make the already-quite-expensive-bag even more expensive. Shit, what should I do?? I think I should talk some sense into my mom's head so that she will let me buy the bag! So this is what the cute 'you are a star' bag looks like.

This what the yellow star bag looks like. Ain't the it nice??! I love the colours so much!! and those cute star chain thingy.

And this is how the famous '7' bowling bag looks like. Isn't it fab?

And look! Paris Hilton carries one! I mean, she should get it for FREE. Apparently,the '7' bag that Paris was carrying is the latest season one.

Anyway, I just finished the shopaholic and sister book, and I couldn't help but think that that Becky Brandon (nee Bloomwood) woman is the stupidest woman ever!! She's so dumb, and stupid, I was really mad reading the book. She's simply stupid, probably even dumber than dumb blondes around the world. I am just glad that I finished reading that book, and it was a happy ending and she's gonna have a baby!! I think there will be a fifth book coming about her stupidity again, while taking care of her baby.

Shitttttt, I just looked at the big picture of that Samantha Thavasa Nicky Hilton bag and I LURVE IT!!! I can't help it! Now I am just wondering whether I should buy it from Kitson or ebay? Argh, firstly I should talk to my mom first, no way I am telling my dad, he will kill me. He never knows how much my branded bags and jeans cost anyway, if he knows..., hmmmm.., say, maybe the third world war will happen, or maybe a second holocaust!

Anyway, I just woke up this morning feeling weird. Apparently, last night I was chatting with a friend about how scared I was, since the O Level results is coming out soon. So, I dreamt that I had an A1 for English, which is totally IMPOSSIBLE, it's like Bill Gates being broke, that's totally impossible. And I got an E8 for maths, totally possible, in fact huge chance of that happening. Then, A2 for accounting and food and nutrition, which is totally impossible also, even though I was confident enough, but still, it's pretty impossible. Strangely, I didn't see my humans or science results. I dunno I should be happy or sad about my dream. I guess I should be sad.

Yay, I am going to Jakarta tomorrow. Jakarta is really fun and all, yeah, it's not as neat and as clean as Singapore but they have A LOT of shopping malls, selling really expensie stuff, but they have a shopping mall that sells really really cheap stuff, and they are nice stuff. Yeah, really cool.

I miss school. I know I am going to Melb in less than a month, and I can't wait!!! I can't wait to study again, to attend classes again, but I think I really should treasure my holiday right now, I dunno when I will be so free again. Yeah, I guess I am gonna jet now. See you peeps again! (:

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

2:17 p.m. - 16 February, 2005
THE ORLANDO WATCH
Heya peeps! How are guys doing? As usual, I am still really bored and I have nothing to do. I am slacking and all. Yeah, I miss school so much. Heh, anyway, I found this cute thing in US edition of ElleGirl, it's called 'The Orlando Watch' It's a Land-Lib. It's kinda similar to Cloze Passage and I can fill in the blanks with appropriate adjectives or any plural nouns. So I have decided to fill them in, read them, they are lame, but still cute enough. Now I am just wishing it comes true. Haha..

So, this is the version before the blanks are filled:
"One day while you are at the grocery store, you see a very (adjective) man with (adjective) hair. You realise it's him-Orlando Bloom. You try to stay (adjective) and compose yourself. You ask him,"Hey, do you know if (plural noun) are in season?" He says,"They are. By the way, you have pretty (plural noun)." You think the conversation is over, until he (adverb) says, "Do you want to have dinner tonight? I am making (plural noun)" Fast-forward (number) months: He asks you to marry him and you become Mrs Bloom." THE END

Haha, and this is MY version:
One day while I am at the grocery sotre, I see a very HANDSOME man with WAVY hair. I realise it's him-Orlando Bloom. I try to stay CALM and compose myself. I ask him,"Hey do you knhow if APPLES are in season?" He says,"They are. By the way, you have pretty EYES" I think the conversation is over, until he ABRUPTLY says,"Do you want to have dinner tonight? I'm making APPLE PIES." Fast-forward 6 months: He asks me to marry him and I become Mrs Bloom. THE END.

Hahaha, call me Mrs Bloom now. You can actually change the "Orlando Bloom" to Jude Law also.

Jude Law is hot enough, but he's marrying that Sienna Miller woman, she's really cool though, so I wont complain. hehe

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive aka Mrs Bloom xx

9:08 p.m. - 30 January, 2005
Boredom
Hello people. How are you guys doing? Fine? I think it's about time that I update my online diary, it's been like forever, no? Or at least for me, because I have a lot of free time. You know me, I almost can't continue living without shopping malls around. But, what do you know, I am still surviving in this damn little hometown of mine, where the shopping mall sucks and stinks like hell, if you know what I mean. These bunch of stupid people are just like so stupid, who smokes in an air-conditioned place? Apparently, everybody from, Indonesians, Chinese in China and Americans do that too. Probably the Singaporeans are the only group of people who realise that it is so fucking irritating when somebody smokes in air conditioned place.

Okay, I guess I am like officially the most boring person on earth. Can you imagine what I do here everyday? I'll fill you in. Morning, I wake up at around 8, take a shower, then go out to have breakfast. After breakfast, and following my mom around doing her stuff, I come back home and watch TV, then I have lunch, then I come back to my dear little TV, which is like my only loyal companion, watching stuff like, Totally Spies, Powerpuff Girls, and all. No offence, I love cartoons, they kinda keep me young, but, think of it, how pathetic is that? Yup, then I spend the whole afternoon being a couch potato. Lucky for me, I just came back from Jakarta, and I bought like, a lot of pirated DVDs that cost less than S$1.50, and I have a COMPLETE FIRST SEASON of the O.C. Yes, and, it is addictive, and I spent the last few days hook in front of the TV, watching the cute Adam Brody, and he's funny. Actually Benjamin isn't that bad, yeah. And I love the girls' style. Hehe, finally, we're talking something fun here.

I can't wait to shop!!! But, I guess that dream is about to come true, in 2 days. I am going back on Wed!! Hurrah! With Cat!! We're gonna shop like mad, I have like, A LOT of things that I have to buy, and I missed a few issues of UsWeekly. Can't wait to read the latest gossips.

Okay, I'll stop bragging on about how bored I am. I miss school actually. Miss everybody..., miss going home late..., miss like, the hectic schedules..haha I think probably because I have too much free time. I actually can't wait to go to Melbourne too. Heard it's really cool there, and I probably don't want to come back to my hometown anymore, even if I have anymore holiday, because it's damn boring here. And, when I get to Melb, I will start school, and finally use my rusty brain again. Hehe

Yeah, I am too lazy to type anymore, so I am just gonna jet. See you peeps, when I see you, good luck with everything and stay out of trouble yea? (: Hehe..

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xoxo

10:00 p.m. - 03 January, 2005
Balenciaga bag.
Heyaaaaaaa everybody, how are you guys doing?? Happy new year!! I am late but, whatever. Wish everybody all the best for this new year and hopefully this year will not be as disasterous as the previous one. God bless the victims of the tsunami disaster. I can't imagine what I will do if say the tsunami thing spread till my hometown. And I can't stop hoping that everything will be alright soon.

So.., the last few days had been sucky. The weather sucks, the boredom sucks, et cetera, et cetera. But, today's weather is great, no? It didn't rain first thing in the morning, and that was a really good start. I actually jumped off my bed and looked out the window immediately after I woke up from my beauty sleep. Hehe, I haven't seen any sunlight in days! I hope Singapore can have more of the Californian weather. That's what I call the perfect weather. I think umbrella manufacturers will go bankrupt anytime if they even try to sell umbrella in California. Yesh, the weather IS THAT GOOD.

I just love States. I love Vegas, I love L.A and I can't get enough of Abercrombie & Fitch!! I knew I should buy their tops while I was there, and I just can't get enough of their 'destroyed' jeans. I love it loads! Hollister was hella cool too. I just love shopping in States. I shopped like crazy. I bought like, 4 pairs of jeans, 2 skirts, 6 shirts, loads of Victoria's Secret, stuff for my dad, bro, and mom, yadda yadda... I can't get enough of it! Ah, I bought Britney's perfume and Paris Hilton's one also. They both smell nice and really sweet. OMG, I love States. I was talking to Felicia about that and I have planned to go there again to meet her, and we will go on a road trip, in her Beemer, is that cool or what? And we can shop non stop every day. Yeah, it will help also if we have allowance like Paris's or Nicole's.

But all in all, I like it that the people leaving in States totally have freedom to express themselves. Like, there are goths, there are also this one group of people I saw in Disneyland, they were wearing all these bright outfits and handbands, bright hair and all. You don't see it in Singapore. I mean, you do see some of these special people in Singapore but, they're probably just not Singaporean. Hehe.

Anywayyy.., Lindsay has a new album. And I love it so much. I can't stop listening to her songs. It's almost better than Ashlee's. I am serious. You know with her behaviour nowadays, I always try to hate her, but I can't! She's so cool, and now her songs are really nice as well!! I love them!!

Talking about love, I just fell in love with Balenciaga Le Dix motorcycle bag. It's soooooooooo nice and cool!!

Shit, I love it, I love it, I love it, I love it, I love it!! I just saw one in Paragon and if I am as rich as Paris I will snatch it immediately! It's really cool! Look! Nicole carries one in metallic gray!

Although the colour available in Paragon was not the best, but whatever. The bag is too cool to pass. I love it so much. But, they're bringin in some more new colours this Feb and I am definitely coming back to Singapore to see it. Notice I said 'see'. I really don't think my parents would let me but the bag, they cost $2199. Yes, it's crazy, the price, but I just love it. I can't help it! Please help me, I think I am nuts.

So, I was reading this new edition of Cosmogirl! that has Lindsay Lohan on the cover (yes, I bought it cause she's on the cover, but, no, I didn't regret it, they have a poster of a super hot and sizzling man inside) and there's this section called 'Love Stories', then it says 'The crazy things guys have done in the name of love!' Then, there's this girl who sent a story about she and her boyfriend. I think it's the sweetest one among all. I'm gonna type it here.

Out of this world
"One night as I was leaving my boyfriend's house, he walked me to my car to give me a kiss good night. He kissed my forehead, and I looked up at the stars and saw this really bright one. I said, 'Look at all the stars,' and pointed to the bright one and said, 'That's our star.' But he wouldn't look-he just stared at me. So I told him to look again and he said,'I am. I'm looking at MY star.'"
Indeed, out of this world.... hahaha. Isn't it the sweetest thing ever!?

Ah, yeah! I love my template! Isn't it nice!! It's so sexy, and I just love it when black and pink come together! It has this effect.., very sexy. Okay, this is one long entry. I will leave now. Oh yesh!!! You people should read Da Vinci Code. It's the most interesting book I have ever read and now I am reading Angels and Demons. It's really good, it makes you want to continue reading it and you won't be able to put it down. Yesh. The entry is long, I will now shut up and go.

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

6:58 a.m. - 14 December, 2004
I MISS YOU PEEPS!
Heya peeps! I really haven't update this journal in such a long long time. Hehe. Anyway, in case you're wondering, I got over him. So fast eh? I am just a weirdo. Yeah..,so, how's everything? I've just heard that Vanessa's back in s'pore! Sucks, I can't see her. Anyway, how are you peeps spending your new year? Loads of you are working eh? So good luck with your job kay? I wish one of you can work in like Ralph Lauren, Tommy Hilfiger or DKNY and give me discounts. Teehee. Better still, work in Prada. Bleah.

Anyway, I am having driving lessons here, and yeah, I would say I am getting pretty good at it. I have my driving license already, and the photo sucks so much. I look really weird, cause the stupid police actually placed the camera RIGHT IN FRONT of my nose. Imagine how ugly it would look like, but, seriously, it looks much much better than my Ez Link pic. Hehe. Anyway, some of you read 'Pants on Fire' right? Maggie Alderson actualy have a new book titled 'Handbags and Gladrags' maybe you peeps should check it out. It's holiday anyway. Hehe, it's not that bad, but POF is still the best, really, among all her books.

Ah! I am going back there tomorrow, but gotta leave for States the very next day. I can't wait to go to States but, thinking about the plane ride freaked me out, really. It's like, I think, 20+ hours, and there's one stop in Japan. Imagine that. But still, I can't wait to be there, I wanna shop! I wanna go to Disneyland! Hehe, and try all the rides! Since the visit to Escape with the babes, I am not really freaked out by scary rides anymore, I think it's fun screaming like crazy.

Anywayyyyy.., I've gotta run. Gotta get ready for my driving lessons. Hehe, you know, my hometown is like really small, but, when I get here, it's still feel so good to be home. Hehe. I am not that close with my old friends here anymore, but, I still have a few friends. Hehe. And Cat is here too anyway. Alright then, I will see you peeps, uhm, next year? Haha, enjoy the holiday season!!
*Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rocks...*

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xxxxxxxxxxxxx

11:30 p.m. - 27 November, 2004
Prom night rocks!
DIARYLAND SHUCKS. I WROTE A LONG ENTRY AND IT'S GONE. SO NOW I AM GONNA WRITE IN SUMMARY, IN POINT FORMS.

1. Prom night rocks
2. Stupid Ced voted me as the prom queens, but, no, I didn't win
3. It was embarassing cause I've gotta do stupid things
4. Farah was the queen. She rocks. *Bow to the queen*
5. Our "Ah Ma" Edwin was the king. He looked so sexy. Hahaha.
6. THE HAPPIEST PART. I took a pic with him. Anybody who knows me should know who's him.
7. He looked so hot and cool at the same time. He's the only one capable of having that kind of effect.
8. He's like my biggest crush. 4 years, peeps, 4 long years.
9. I suddenly like him so much right now.
10. I've gotta stop this feeling, it's impossible.
11. But, I can't help it. I really DO LIKE him.
12. I've gotta get over him. Hopefully real fast.
13. It's definitely not easy, but I try.
14. After prom we all went to my house, then went to town, then came back to my house again.
15. Terry was so damn funneh, he was crapping even when he's tipsy, when he's tired. Haha. He should win a medal for being the crappiest man on earth. Followed closely by Chee How.
16. Wai Hoe should stop gambling, he lost a lot, and the capital wasn't even his.
17. I was the banker, and I won (:
18. Then today went to Escape.
19. It was my Anne's bday! I love her loads! You're the best babe!
20. So damn tired now.
21. I'VE GOTTA GET OVER HIM
22. Yes, this is one weird entry.
23. But still readable. So yeah, sorry about that though yea? Hehe...

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

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10:01 p.m. - 19 November, 2004
1 more paper to go!
1 more paper to reach the ultimate freedom! Just 1 hour more and I will be so free, and so busy with other things I enjoy doing, like shopping and getting a pedicure and manicure. Hehe, and going to salon.., shit, I can't do it without Sophia. I dun want to go through the 'looking-for-a-good-hairstylist' phase again. Yeah.., but I gotta do it anyway. Damn. Had Accounts paper today and yesterday. They aren't as too bad as I thought they would be. I managed to balance my balance sheet on the first try, and that totally boosted my confidence. That's a MASTERPIECE man! Haha.., but ended up found out it was a wrong value. But who cares, I balanced it, and that's all that matters. Tee hee.

Yeah. Went downtown with Cat today. Ah before that the beacheds and I went to catch The Incredibles. It's damn nice. You people have to catch it yea? They're so cartoon, but it's not entirely childish, but it's still cute anyway. Hehe.. Then went town to buy the prom dress from BCBG. Then bought a top for Cat's bday party. Yeah..,then you know there's a new Motorola stall JUST RIGHT in front of Takashimaya? Yeah, we were looking at the new motorola phones that were so damn cool when one of the promoters came over. Well, he was like really cute. He showed me the phones and all, and started talking. He doesnt really sound local. Yeah, he kinda looked like Utt, yeah, his eyes I think. I was not really interested on the phones, but I just kept asking lame questions which I knew the answers to, and tried to buy time. Hahaha.., it was almost to the stage that I wanted to say,"Hey, dude, you know what? You're hot!" Hahaha.., okay singlehood rocks.. Anyway, he was really really friendly as well. Check him out.

Yay! Mean Girls VCD's out. I am home alone now. damn it. Hehe. Okay, I need to buy a shoes for grad nite too. and a clutch. But, damn it, I can't find a clutch when I need one. I saw really nice ones at Stuart Weitzman, but they can almost buy me one new Dior bag. So, bye nice clutches.

Okay, here's one lyric that I think is hilarious. Hehe. The title is Hated by Nikki Cleary.

from the first time that i saw you
i thought you crawled out of Us magazine
its no wonder that it wasn't all you
all the things that i wanna be

everybody loved you and they treated you
like you stepped out of a TV show
but if they really got the chance to meet you
they'd finally see how hard you blow

i hate you, i hate you
cause i see through
to what a fake you are
you disgust me, thats why you must be hated

like the winner of beauty pageant
you are the one i most admire
but as a loser i can only imagine
wearing that crown but your heads on fire

your the real american idol
your the poor mans mandy moore
your the e true hollywood story
about a two face strip mall whore

i hate you, i hate you
cause i see through
to what a fake you are
you disgust me, thats why you must be hated

you got a lot of stuff
stuff you don't deserve
you got a lot of friends
you got a lot of nerve
trust me, you must be hated

la la la
la la la
la la-la la
la la la
trust me, you must be hated

i wish i had your money
i wish i had your ride
i wish i had your boyfriend
i wish you'd choke and die

i hate you, i hate you
cause i see through
to what a bitch you are
you disgust me, thats why you must be hated

i hate you, i hate you (la la la)
cause i see through (la la la)
to what a bitch you are (la la la)
you disgust me, thats why you must be hated

Cute lyric. hehe bye peeps!

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

11:27 a.m. - 08 November, 2004
fucked.
Fuck. I am fucked. You people know how fucking terrible I feel?! Even God doesnt know! Fuck! I lost the whole of ten marks in that God-damn maths paper. Know why? I drew the graph wrongly. What's supposed to be vertical is now horizontal and vice versa. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I KNOW HOW TO DO THE MOTHERFUCKER GRAPH. I KNOW HOW TO FIND THE FUCKING INTERQUARTILE RANGE AND THE GOD DAMN MEDIAN. I PRACTICED HARD. I LEARNT HARD. I DID HOMEWORKS, FOR PETE'S SAKE! YOU KNOW HOW TERRIBLE THAT FEELS? DO YOU? APPARENTLY MY MOM DOESNT. WONDER WHAT SHE WILL SAY.

This isnt about 1 or 3 or 4 marks. YOU KNOW HOW MANY MARKS THIS IS? IT'S FUCKING 10 MARKS. YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I NEED THAT FUCKING 10 MARKS? 10 MARKS IS A LOT, PEOPLE, IT'S A LOT. SO I AM NOT EXAGGARATING. I AINT. I DUN EXAGGARATE. THIS IS REAL. IT'S TRUE. I AM SO DUMB THAT I DREW THE STUPID MOTHERFUCKING GRAPH THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUCKING EASY, THE WRONG WAY. FUCK ALL THESE BLOODY PAPERS MAN.

I CAN IMAGINE MY MOM SAYING," WHY DIDNT YOU STUDY LIKE YOUR BRO? HE CAN GET B3 FOR ENGLISH, YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET A2. HE GET LESS THAN 20 POINTS FOR HIS OS. YOU PROBABLY SHOULD GET LESS THAN 10." THEN, SHE CONTINUED,"WHY ARE YOU SO STRESSED AND PRESSURED? I AM NOT COMPARING YOU TO NOBODY. I AM A COOL MOM, I DON'T COMPARE, AND I DON'T EXPECT MY STUPID DAUGHTER TO GET BEYOND HER ABILITY."

Yes right, mom. Whatever you say. You win. You don't compare me, true. You don't give me pressure, true. THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU KEPT TELLING ME TO STUDY? THEN WHY THE FUCK DO YOU KEPT COMPARING TO YOUR IDEAL SON? WHY? I THOUGHT YOU ARE THE "COOL" MOM, THAT YOU ALWAYS CLAIM YOURSELF TO BE? THEN WHY THE HELL DO YOU ALWAYS SAY DAD WORKS REALLY HARD TO PROVIDE ME FUNDS TO STUDY HERE? DAD LOVES WORKING, LET HIM WORK THEN.

Okay, that's one vulgar entry. ENJOY.

10:23 p.m. - 20 October, 2004
Graduation Service 2004
I can't believe that this day would actually come so quickly. Can you believe it? We have graduated from our dear PHS! It's like, it looked soooo far from us few years ago, but, hey, we're here now. Hehe. Can't believe it, but today was so sad! It's one big step of life, graduating from a secondary school life, leaving the fun times and memories, leaving the childish nature of ours, to move on to a next stage of life, some may go to college, some may go to Poly, whatever path it is you chose to take, there is bound to be some changes in your life. Actually no point crying over it, we gotta accept the changes, no matter what.

Yeah, so, let's talk about the Grad service. It started so normal, Like normal assembly, praying, worshipping the Mighty God, singing songs to tell Him how much we love Him, and principal talking, and all. It's when the teachers gave us back all the report books and port folios, it struck me at that time. The teachers prepared some presents for us. It's so much more valuable than anything else, seriously. That little booklet. With all messages from the teachers teaching us this year. I was so touched, by Mrs Yeo, Ms Chee, Mrs Singh, Mdm Ang, Ms Lim, EVERYBODY! The teachers are superb, they are simply great and lovely! Giving us a surprise like that, I didn't expect them to do such thing for us, they love us so much and care for us a lot. Thank you teachers, I LOVE YOU.

Then, there's the story about the white elephant. Mrs Tan is one great woman, I really look up to her, she treats us like her own children, showering us with TLC, doing all she can to keep nus healthy and fit for the BIG exam, always have our interests first, before anything else. Where can you find such a good principal? Then, at that hall, I was also thinking how the speech by Mrs Tan was gonna be the last one already. I love listening to her so much, she's such an inspiring person, who looks so deeply into one's soul, beyond the outward appearance. She's really great, it's inexplicable, so are the teachers.

Also, of course, the thought of parting with you people really made me wanna cry even more. I dunno, you all have been such good and precious friends. I can totally be my own self around you all, and you know what? I enjoy school so much now, because I join the Integrity class! It's such a great class, although, I had to shout at you all at times, you all are still simply adorable. So fun, so exciting, it's like there's something new everyday. I am really really really really glad to join the class last year, to know so many new people that rock my world, and changed my world completely. I can't explain how much I love being in the class. Though I ain't gonna be here anymore, you guys gotta take care of yourself, yea? We have to keep in touch all the time yeah? Hehe. I missed all the crazy times we had, you know, "raping" anne, getting mad cause Iman kept making fun of me, touching Chee How's face to give him pimples haha, peeping through his sleeve to check if any hair has grown, hahaha. Pinching Andrew's super soft cheeks, kissing Peiyu, laughing at Serene, slapping Cedric, it has been a daily issue, calling Chuan Ying drama king, making fun of Yiling, pinching Jingyi's cheek, and there are still so many things that I had done with the class, with the school.(like looking at the class opposite) Haha, I am gonna miss those days, haha. I will even miss those lessons we had, especially Ms Lim's classes, they are 5 periods, but they are so much fun. Hahaha. Shit, there are so much memories!!

Okay, this is gonna be in Indonesian. Duh, sayang, Imel, Shinta, Claris, Rini, Mami, Amanda "Momma"...,duh, bakal kangen banget ama kalian. Waktu cepet banget berlalunya, kita dah hrs pisah2 lagi. Rin, lo walaupun peginya jauh2, walaupun kita, satu di ujung atas dunia, satu lagi di ujung bawah dunia, masih hrs keep in touch yah? Trus, Imel, Shinta and Claris, dd2ku yg manis banget, thx banget udah ngasih aku kesempatan kenalan ama kalian yg imut2 banget, sweet and adorable smua..hehe iyah..,gitu deh, trus Mami, good luck yah buat masuh JC nya, lo pasti bisa deh, calon dokter gitu kok hehe. Iyah, pokoknya aku sayang banget ama kalian semua, seneng dah nangis2 barengan tadi, kapan2 kita nangis2 bombay lagi yah. Hahaha.

Trus, cowo2nya..,banyak neh hehe..,David, Budhi, Yudi, Andree kecil, Daniel, Felix, Robin, dll..,yah walaupun kalian ga bakal baca juga..haha nice to know you guys yea? Kenalnya baru sebentar yah? Tapi kalian co baek2 semua..bagus2..keep it up haha.., thx banget yah pas waktu di chalet itu (: You guys are so lovely! Yah, trus, keep in touch deh yah, ga tau deh gimana caranya, pokoknya keep in touch kay?

Yeah, I am knackered. This is one long entry eh? Gotta go peeps. Love you loads, I think even if I am moving down under, this diaryland will still be alive, so make sure you still visit it regularly yeah? LOVE YOU PEOPLE. *Muacks*

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

5:32 p.m. - 03 October, 2004
15 reasons...
Laugh out at this:
(May seem like I am trying to make singlehool so desireable and attractive, but it's kinda funny if you think of it, and imagine it in your head)
15 REASONS WHY A HANDBAG IS BETTER THAN A BOYFRIEND
*They are both full of shit, but at least a handbag is useful.
*A handbag doesn't get stupidly drunk and try to start and fight with your ex-handbag.
*A handbag does not emit noxious odours.
*Your handbag doesn't try to pressure you into sex.
*A handbag doesn't complain when you make it carry your wallet, phone and lip balm.
*You can throw your handbag off a cliff without getting charged with murder.
*Your handbag doesn't get jealous if you go our with another handbag in your arm.
*Your handbag won't complain if you take it to a party and leave it in a corner all night while you dance with your mates.
*A handbag won't answer back
*Your handbag doesn't care if it takes you hours to get ready.
*Your handbag won't play computer games for hours at a time or respond your conversation with monosyllabic grunts.
*You can use another chick's handbag for a night without causing any shit.
*You can lock yourself in your room with your handbag as long as you like and your Mum won't care.
Source: Chik mag

Okay, now go and give your handbags A BIG HUG for their unonditional service!

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

10:07 a.m. - 02 October, 2004
Lost my voice
I lost my voice! It's already October! This is crazy! School's ending soon! And our grad night will be in our "dear" Bethel hall! Crazy! Nuts! Insane! Berserk! Delirious! Frantic! Can u imagine it? Our grad night? We will be wearing nice dresses and all, and it's in school hall?? This is the most ridiculous thing ever. Why are some people so selfish? Majority paid, really. Nuts! I can't really talk now. My voice sounds terrible awful, like those in movies where they shows the person can't sing. Yeah. Funny.

8:09 p.m. - 27 September, 2004
White Chicks
Heya girls.., how are you doing?? I have been pretty crazy this weekend, yeah, watched so many movies, I watched wicker park, then, the terminal, then my favourite of all!!! THE SCARY WHITE CHICKS!!! Hahahaha..,that's the only movie that made me laugh from the beginning till the end!! The movie is super duper funny, all you girls should watch it. YOU WILL LOVE IT!! Haha..,and the FBI guy was hot too! Haha.., "This is not just a bag. IT'S PRADA!" Hahah, ain't them adorable?? Hehe..,you guys must really watch it kay? And, beach-ds, Can't wait to watch it again with u gurls!!!

Got back accounts paper 1 result today. I am pretty happy with the result, cause this is the highest I have got, o all the paper one papers I had done. Yeah. Hopefully I didn't do too badly for the paper 2, and can actually score really high for accounts. Yeah. Hehe. But, bad news for physics, nobody's getting a distinction. It's sad, but nevermind. I did my best. yeah. Can't believe soon it's our graduating service in October, and we will be doing our Os in like, a month and a few days time? It's crazy, how time flies you know. It is mad. I can't even imagine what I will do, if I have no school to go to. Yeah. Imagine the boredom.

Alright, I've gotta go. Have fun, you people. Enjoy this one week, before studying again, yeah? Shit, I gotta prepare a speech!!! Damn! See Ya!

Love and thousand kisses,
Olive xx

4:43 p.m. - 21 September, 2004
Yayyyy!!
Heya! Guess it's about time that I update this dear diary of mine. Changed my template, finally! Haha, this one's so nice. I saw this picture of Lindsay in TeenPeople magazine, and I thought she looks really beautiful, then I found a template with the picture! Really nice eh?

Prelims' ending in 2 days time!! Yeahhh!! Then, it's freedom for awhile before the Os. Hopefully the Os is easier than Prelims. Yeah. I had problems doing maths paper 2, but I reckon, so far, the rest of the papers were not that bad. Yeah, couldn't balance today's accounts paper again...shocking.. Anyway, actually reason for my lack in updating is because of this stupid laptop of mine. It's so damn slow, everytime I open an internet explorer it hanged. I don't know whether it's the laptop, the internet explorer or the internet connection that has problem. Whatever it is, it sucks so much.

Anyway, today in school Mr Tan reckoned the school will bring the grad classes for an outing for relaxation and to unwind, and some ridiculous people actually suggested the zoo, when he gave us a choice of either the zoo or sentosa. It's like, hello? Are we little kiddos or something. I, for sure, do not like the shitty smell of zoo, and I am not a fan of animals. Yeah, might as well spend my time shopping.

Yeah...,ah.., I am so fed up with people who kept writing to the Straits Times forum, and complained about the radio djs being offensive, and rude and that sort, it's like, stop the stupid trend already! Since the Sheikh Haikel thingy, everybody's been writing in their opinion to complain about djs being rude and all. This might result in them getting fired, like Haikel, which result in the daily Morning Madness, not 'mad' anymore. Radio djs are people too, and they deserve to have their opinions, so if they happened to show their opinions on air, the public can choose to cover one ear. People have different opinions anyway. Some people just love seeing people getting sacked eh?

Just received a piece of super great news. Probably the GREATEST news I had heard since God knows when. My mom asked if I wanna go to L.A during the December holidays with my uncle and his family. I was like, D-UH!!!??? I have always wanted to go to L.A to shop!! Yeah, hopefully everything goes well, I can get a visa, and spend holiday there. Yeah, *fingers crossed hard* I wanna shop in Intuition and kitson so badly!!!! I hope my mom will lend me her credit card! Yeah. Ah, check out the shop, it's darn cool, the stuff and all. www.shopintuition.com and www.shopkitson.com Yeah. Everybody from Paris to Lindsay to Britney to Ashlee shops there. Talking about Lindsay, she's like so rich now!! Love her LV bag that cost like 4000 bucks over, and her Chanel bag, and her Gucci bag, and her Pucci heels, and her Nokia N-Gage handphone that is covered all over in, I think, Swarovski crystals. Crazy, even love her 'twins', though I reckon it's kinda too big.

Hehe..,okay then peeps, see ya around at school. Treasure these few months together, yeah? It's not like we're gonna see each other everyday anymore after the school ends! Hehe.. Good luck for the LAST TWO papers!! Hurrah!!

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

8:54 p.m. - 16 August, 2004
Loser Kid
I am such a loser. I don't even know how to bake a proper brownie. First, it turned hard, and the second one was softer but somehow, it's just so unlike brownies. This is so darn fucked. I dunno what sup with my life right now. I have been in such bad luck, I feel like I am the loser in the game. Well, most of the time I have always been the loser, but this time round I am the LOSER everyday. Life sucks. Okay, I don't have to mention what happened last week, me taking the wrong bus and all that. Then, I was down with fever on Saturday. It was me winning though, cause I gotta stay at my lovely cousins' house and all. Yeah. It was cool. But, despite all that I am still the loser. Why?? Because I have always been a loser. I never wins. I never succeed. I never get all that despite all the hardwork I put in. Well, then, now I am gonna say FUCK ALL THAT. FUCK F&N. WHAT CAN I DO WITH THE FUCKING BROWNIES ANYWAY? CAN I BECOME A MILLIONAIRE BY SELLING BROWNIES? CAN I BECOME A MILLIONAIRE IF I CAN COOK A FUCKING FUCKED BROWNIES? N-O!

So, go fuck yourself lil' brownies. I am not gonna eat brownies in my whole life anymore. I am so pathetic and sad. Yeah. I should try to look up, but still FUCK YOU BROWNIES!! BROWNIES SHOULD DISAPPEAR FROM THIS WORLD AND FUCK THEMSELVES AT MARS. Yeah.

By the way, Collateral is HOT. You know what I mean. I think I was just poisoned by Tom Cruise, that's why I got sick. Gtg.

Love and thousand fucking brownies,

Olive xx

10:17 p.m. - 29 July, 2004
Mah dreams
'ello peeps!! Yay, finally I am updating this lil' diary of mine. Hurrah! The last time I updated was like 2 weeks ago. Yeah, hehe, loads of stuff happened. My mom got better so I am really glad for her. She became so healthy and so her again. And, obviously, since she was there the other week, I might as well take her go shopping with me. Haha. Yeah, and there was like a lot of good bargain, especially from this shop, Inez in Paragon. I got a really nice pink Emanuel Ungaro slingbacks heels for only over 100 bucks. It was originally like over 500 bucks. Yeah, and it was a very sweet heels. I am thinking of going back to get another sandal, probably that Christian Lacroix wedges. Yeah, it was damn sweet as well. I hope they are still having sale.

Besides that best bargain that turn me on totally, yeah, seriously, I think shopping really turn me on. I think the next time when I grow up, the idea of shopping will turn me on more than making love. Yeah, I gotta stop the dirty talking here.

This week has been kinda crazeh. I went home late everyday. On Monday I stayed back at school till around 6:30 pm? I know I reached home at 7 pm and had dinner. Then on Tuesday, I left school early, went to North Point to grab something to eat from Starbucks and ended up doing my homework there too. Seriously, it was really nice to do homework there, especially when you are accompanied with either their tiramisu or blueberry cheesecake and their hot chocolate. It was kinda noisy there, but I managed to get my work done, alright. I reached home that night at 7:30 pm. Then, yesterday was a great day. As usual, 5 periods F&N flies of just like that because there is Ms Lim and after that had the Social dining and grace thingy. Kinda fun. Mr Singapore was really cute and funny! Haha, everybody had fun and took loads of photos. Everybody was really high. Haha, yeah? We were all like walking around the in bus to take photo with this person, that person, with this person, that person, etc. Yup.

...And guess who was looking hot that evening. No bonus mark for those who already knew the answer. Haha. Yeah.

Today went really, really fast too. It even kinda frightened me just now. I think it was because Mrs Goh didn't come in for the first two periods, which, somehow led to good things for the rest of the day. Yeah. After that we had Chemistry practical. No fun, because I really couldn't get the answer and there was no enough time. Subsequently, time just flew like that. Really! Had accounts study group today. Yeah, I was sitting alone during study group, and Iman was making fun of me like crazy. He kept calling me 'Auntie'. What a meanie. And Wanqi kept laughing and giggling and all. Haha, I was laughing most of the time too tho, haha he was really funny. His 'Auntie' thing is really embarassing, seriously, and now Ian and Andrew are like,"Bye, Auntie!" It's like, stop it already!! Duh!

Alright, I had somewhat good dream last night and now I want to continue dreaming and think of what I will do if I am really, really, really rich. Rich as in I am the daughter of Bill Gates or the precious goddaughter of Mr Armani. Here goes the list.

1. Get to know John Galliano and Marc Jacobs.

2. Buy myself the Chanel watch.

3. Dress Dior head-to-toe

4. Donate money to organisations helping disabled people.

5. Give some cash to homeless people I see.

6. Meet Britney Spears personally.

7. Continue Mr Armani's fashion business, since he's single.

8. Buy myself a Volkswagen Beetle. And maybe, since I am "being" Bill Gates' daughter, I might as well get a Jaguar.

9. Travel private jet.

10. Visit Paris and Milan weekly or every fortnight.

11. Visit all the top clubs.

12. Get married one day.

13. Have John Galliano to design my wedding dress.

14. ...And yes, an-all-Dior-monogram-ballroom.

15. Have Marc Jacobs to design my wedding heels.

16. Live in a penthouse.

17. Visit Indonesia and helped the poor financially.

18. Meet Paris Hilton.

Yeah, that's all. Haha, it's all just a dream, yeah. And people THAT loaded, DO EXIST. Alright then, I have got to get going. See ya lovely bunch of people tomorrow! *MUaCks!*

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

21:10 pm - 17 July,2004
My Saturday
I probably should spend more Saturdays like this. I went to school in the morning for the lames ass turkey-free Thanksgiving ceremony. It was darn boring, except for Vincent's piano solo. He was really good, yeah, maybe because I can't play piano, that's why for me, he's really good already. Yeah, and Mr Ng piece was good too, very cartoon. Yeah, the whole started at 9am, when I am supposed to get to Mount E by 11 to accompany my mom to the doc. Yeah, but luckily there was my cousin there. Yeah, my mom's sick, and she's been really weak all week. I hope she will get better. I went home after having lunch and did a supermarket shopping and took a nap. That's like so totally not me. What, a nap on a Saturday? How pathetic. I wish I could go to PS though, I wanna see Anne, but the thought of seeing a lot of our school students hanging out ther turned me off, besides, I gotta take care of my mom. I am scared anything weird will happen to her again. Yeah.

PTC was on Friday. My results kinda going downhill, probably because I sang,"All downhill from here" too much. Haha, yeah, right. No, I admit that I really did not study during the two weeks barely there June holiday and therefore it leads to me not being able to do most of the papers, particularly maths. Ms Chee said she was really disappointed cause I scored only a B3 in my accounting papers, but I really gotta work hard from now on. I think I shall sacrifice my Science tuition. I don't have that much time for tuition anymore, I really have to cancel on her. Yeah, and I have to be independent from now on, anyway, and teachers are always there when we need them, hopefully. Yeah, should start revising seriously.

Well, at least I gotta watch Simple Life tonight. Hurrah! I have been dying to watch them, but I had always been out late for the past few Saturdays, and since today I am home, I really wanna watch Paris. She's a realy princess, man, so rich and stuff. Yeah, lucky bitch. And did I mention she's so totally hot either? though, cheap? But she's like really pretty. Yeah.

Anyway, I would better run now. Enjoy your weekend, people, and please motivate each other to work hard and not be selfish, yeah, and this is a really special note to Anne. You are a really smart girl, it's like I study hard for Maths and you usually get higher than me, that shows something, dah-ling. Yeah, don't waste your super ability, besides your Avril-sound-alike voice of coure. Yeah, you are smart. Peiyu, you are really smart too, and don't be sad because you are grounded, show your parents that you CAN score well, think St Andrew JC yeah? That will motivate you! Yeah, I hope we can help one another. Take care, people, love ya!

Air kisses,

Olive xx

9:14 a.m. - 14 July, 2004
An entry after more than a month
OKAY, THIS FUCKING FUCKED. I WAS TYPING DOWN THE FUCKING THIRD PARAGRAPH, AND SOME STUPID MICROSOFT THING CAME OUT AND WHEN I CLICKED THE FUCKING BACK ICON, EVERYTHING I'VE TYPED IS ALL FUCKING GONE. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK.

I am being really rude, but who cares. This technology thing is driving me crazy, but still, Thank God for technology. Ah, Thanksgiving on Saturday, kinda weird, they actually TRAINED us to walk, like, I have two legs, HELLO? and I am going to thank my God that he gave me two legs, and I AM CAPABLE OF WALKING AND TAKING THE GODDAMN PRIZE. Whatever.

My phone is confiscated. Darn. It felt kinda hard without phone, but a friend lent me his 8850 so it isnt too bad now, though the phone is driving my thumbs nuts. It hurts like hell this morning. Mom's coming today though, she'll bering me the old motorola which is so fucking slow. I am so fed up with lag and slowness. Darn. I want the new 7610 that is totally great, but it cost 998 bucks and my dad was thinking of buying a new phone for me since I kinda stopped talking when he said he isn't buying me new phone, but my mom spoilt the whole plan, since she's coming up here. Darn. But the phone is kinda over expensive really. I might as well spend them on watch. I really need a new watch. Wish my bday is coming soon. Ah, mom's sick, better be good. and I WANT THAT ON PEDDER heels!! Arghhh, this desire is driving me crazeh, I hope they still have them in my size.

My laptop at home is fucked, that's why I am updating this lil' thing down here at the computer lab. It's Ms Lim's lesson. She totally rocks, in case you haven't been in her class before, I would say,"Too bad!" She's great. Just look at her cupboard outside staff room. Haha. Cute.

Anyway, I watched Mean Girls and it's so bloody funny. Love it loads, I really have to watch it again. Yeah. Anyway, would better run, I have nothing to do thoughm seriously, I left my saved work at home and I can't do shit now. Hopefully she'll give us time to do practical. I seriously need to shape up on my creaming method. Yeah. See ya around, peeps.

Love ya,

Olive xx

3:46 p.m. - 10 June, 2004
=The BEST things on Earth=
Heh, I am still in school right now, getting bored in the computr lab. Did mah Decision Making and left with some editing stuff to do. Yeah, but I am just to lazy to do. Can't wait to leave the room, and go home and change and go to town. Have a manicure appointment in Far East later on and I desperately wanna buy a CD. Lame yeah, I haven't even finish listening to mah Outkast CD. They aren't as good as what people said. Damn it. Wanna buy J-Kwon, but it is too expensive, it cost like 45 bucks. And there's nothing so special about the CD except that probably it is imported from some fucking big country or something. Watched Simple Plan DVD and they are so fucking funny, you will love them immediately. Heh. Okay I am gonna do lame stuff again.

=The BEST stuff in this world=

Best actress: Nicole Kidman

Best Actor: Uh, this is hard, but, Russell Crowe!

Best Singer: I would say Fantasia

Best Band: probably The Darkness

Best Punk Band: Blink 182

Best Boyband: I hate boybands, but I would say Backstreet Boys

Best drummer: Travis

Best guitarist: Dunno too many guistarists, but I like The Darkness'

Best bassist: David 'Simple Plan' and the funniest and most good looking one as well

Best metal band: Linkin Park

Best screamer: I know only a few, but Chester Bemnington is talented

Best song writer: I like Good Charlotte lyrics

Best song: It varies, but I never get bored listenin to 'Into You'

Best model: I like Naomi

Best fashion designer: John Galliano!!

Best leather goods brand: Louis Vuitton

Best clothing brand: Dolce & Gabbana

Best shoes brand: Marc Jacobs

Best airplanes: Qantas

Best car: BMW

Best movie: Troy

Best shampoo: Kerastase

*I am going back home now, back online tonight!*

22:18 p.m. - 6th June 2004
Jake Gyllenhaal
Ah, well. Sunday. It felt more like a Saturday, and yesterday felt completely like Friday cause we had school. Shucks, but not much choice. Heh. Goin back to Indo next Saturday, so it won't be that bad, I guess. Mah bro's comin back tmr!! How nice! Hurrah!

Town with CCC. Apparently, she had grown really popular because I talked about her the other time down here, and everytime Yen Lynn sees me, she will say "CCC!" and giggle. Yeah. Funny. Hehe, well, today I didn't feel entirely angry of her copying though. I just don't know why. She did the whole Indian bangles craze like moi, but I wasn't really feel cross just now. Weird. Hehe, and well, uhm, did not do much thing today, just bought some stuff, and invested on a trucker cap again, but, seriously, this Paul Frank one is hella cool. He is like the only monkey that I love. Yeah, and pierced my left ear. Hopefully it will turn out fine.

I began to think I am a spoilt brat. But, this is the way I am, and I am not gonna change myself. Yeah, so just now before I went out, I was asking for money from my mom, and she only gave me like 100 bucks. That's like seriously inadequate. So, I asked for more but she refused. Hence, I gave my bloody unhappy face, and I kept talking to her so sarcastically. Yeah, I was like,"I will come home early, cause there's nothing to buy when you have no money." Then I also said,"Nevermind, I will take the bus instead of the cab, cause I want to save the money to spend later!" Uh huh, and that's not the end of it, I wanted to buy this Miss Sixty heels, but she said it isn't nice, and said it won't be comfy. It's like, I am the one who will be wearing them, and I don't care if the bloody shoe kill my nerves, as long as it looks nice, I will have to get it. We kinda debate about it just now, and I kept on my views. She gave bullshit reasons, like the heels don't worth the money, and who cares. As long as it's nice... Yeah, and she ended said she will buy it for me. Yeah, seriously, I want things my way, and I somehow pity my future husband. Uh huh, he would better be loaded. Well, I am happy to be a spoilt brat, cause I am not completely useless either.

After my short shopping session with CCC, came back home, then went to watch The Day after Tomorrow with mom. A really nice show, but it is nicer to see Jake Gyllenhaal smiling. He is so hella cute, and sweet. Now I realised why Kristen never want to leave him alone, and even gaze at him lovingly and he's digging his nose. He is just to cute. Yeah, like, totally.

Well, school isn't bad, but it isn't good either. Hehe, talked a lot with Anne and we just have some common views on some stuff, and yeah, we clicked immediately! Fun talking to her when we agree on certain stuff *grin* (You know what!) Hehe, Serene's been really sweet as well. Haha, she's so nice and so Malay. Hahaha, nice. Peiyu's cool.

So, yeah. I would better go. See you guys again. Toodles!

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

9:07 p.m. - 26 May, 2004
Indonesian delegates
My computer is so fucked. Something's totally wrong with the keyboard and it's like they just stop me from typing while I was typing. Fuck computers. But, still, thank God for them. Hehe. Well, today's fun. Yeah.

Some Indonesian delegates came to visit the school and we were walking around the school with them. They were so friendly and I felt so home!!! Haha, Indonesians are really friendly when they meet another Indonesians, and damn noisy too!! Haha, and Mrs Pau, is that how you spell her surname? Well, she was really good and funny. Hehe, yeah, we were at the conference room and all of us were talking in Indonesian and she and Ms Kang kept complaining, but none of us gave a damn. Haha, and we were sooo noisy, the people in the general office were complaining.

Oh yeah, and Mr Nara knows Malay! Haha, yeah, one of the delegates were like asking how many class we have in Indonesian, and Imelda and I were hesitating and he, who happened to be there answered,"Tiga puluh delapan" Haha, so cute! Hehe, by the way, that means 38.

Well, Malay 'O' Level is coming real soon, and I have not really study yet. Seriously, I don't know what to study, and yeah, I just don't know how to prepare. Yeah, so I think my A1 target is a tad impossible. I should start studying really. And, my mom's herre. Kinda impossible to study, but I will try. Heh, and talking about that, I really have to wrap my mom pressie. And I forgot that her birthday was on 24th May, feelin guilty. It's like it's 27th now! Damn me.

Anyway, I think I have gotta make my move. See ya tmr at school.

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

8:24 p.m. - 23 May, 2004
The luckiest people
Well. Sunday. I hate Sundays, the whole world knows that. But, today's pretty alright. Went downtown to buy Lasagna ingredients, I have to try it at home first before I go for the practical exam! Heh, it's 7th July! Really very soon, besides, I just have to get started on the Decision Making part of Coursework, or else, Mrs Tan will strangle me to death. Imagine that.

Since I was in town, I thought, I went to shop for a while and got myself a Mango skirt. I have no idea Mango produce such nice minis. I seldom go to Mango anyway because of some certainly dumb and idiotic reasons. A friend of mine, and her sister, both models, kinda hot, long legs and all, they are a big fan of Mango and both of them are from my hometown. Yeah, so, yeah, it's ridiculous when I go back to my hometown and I wear the same outfit as them. Yeah. Besides, Mango tops are pretty common. I was shocked when I see how cheap they are. Twentyfive bucks and you can get yourself a casual top. Cheap, eh? Anyway, in case you're wondering why I went so far for a supermarket, I just love going to the Paragon Market Place, and I bet I can only get fresh strawberries there. Thinking of fresh strawberries, Victoria Market has the best of them. Miss Melb.

Knew a guy named James Yames from Matt. Apparently, they grew up together for like 11 years. And he's cute! Yeah, okay, shouldn't get myself started about this. Anyway, I am going to continue with my list of cute guys, and this time round, people, I am starting a list of hot women as well. I am not lesbian okay, I am just lame. Yeah, so here we go people.

*Continuation to the 60 Hottest men on Earth*

61. Eric Bana (Hector!!! Aw! Hector!!!)

62. Josh Duhamel

63. Topher Grace *wink wink*

64. Chingy

65. Eamon (Fuck it, dude, you're hot!)

66. 'Krazy' Blazin' Squad (Awwwww, please 'Flip Reverse' moi!!)

67. 'Kenzie' Blazin' Squad (Awwwww, he is hot, he is hot, he is HOT!!!)

68. 'Melo-D' Blazin' Squad

69. Chester Bennington

70. Ian 'Lost Phrophets'

71. Lee 'Lost Phrophets'

72. Jake Gyllenhaal

73. 'Mean Girls' Aaron (He is the hottest stuff!)

74. Adam Brody

75. Matthe Goode (Catch 'Chasing Liberty' He's cute)

Well, that's all I have for the dudes, let's head to the chicks...

*25 Hottest women on earth*

1. Britney Spears (Who else?)

2. Christina Aguilera (Singer with the best personalities)

3. Beyonce (She does 500 sit ups daily! The hot bod comes along with hard work!)

4. Kate Bosworth (She got herself an Orlando)

5. J.Lo (She has the BIGGEST ass I've seen!)

6. Mandy Moore (Her acting skill is zero, her album sales was terrible, but she dated Andy Roddick!)

7. Kylie Minogue (She's as old as my mom, damn it!)

8. Demi Moore (Does she do some kinda of voodoo or what? Ashton always sticks to her!)

9. Halle Berry (Woo, Bond's girl!)

10. Lindsay Lohan (I just found out that she did something called breast augmentation or whatever it is called. That explains the sudden increase in her boobs size, eh?)

11. Rachel Mcadams (For whatever's sake! This lady is 27! TWENTY-SEVEN!!)

12. Anna Faris (Scary movie, anyone?)

13. Amanda Bynes (Great bod!)

14. Liz 'Atomic Kitten' (Loveliest kitten ever-and the only one I can stand)

15. Reese Witherspoon (She got Ryan!! awww!)

16. Jeniffer Anniston (Doesn't she get one of those bad hair day before??! This is unfair! And she got herself a Pitt! And she earned fortunes from F.R.I.E.N.D.S! and she's so cute!)

17. Penelope Cruz (Well.., Tom likes her..)

18. Nicole Kidman (Probably the best actress in the whole wide world and the best dressed one as well. Remember that Chanel dress??)

19. Jessica Simpson (Heard she's a spoilt princess. It's like, she owns a US$2000 Gucci bag in few different colours!)

20. Paris Hilton (She is a slut, but I love her. A TOTALLY REAL PRINCESS. She sticks Swarovski crystal on her phone, buy a new h.p each time she can't find her phone in her mansion! Lovely.)

21. Nicky Hilton (Some people have it all. Mansions, villas, private jets, good looks, nice bod. But they just don't know how to use it well. Refer to her sister too)

22. Angelina Jolie (Probably the hottest woman on Earth. She should cover her face with paper bag each time she goes out so the guys won't drool at her. Those lips..)

23. Kate Beckinsale (She has a daughter! and still so hot. This is unfair!!)

24. Jessica Alba (She is just born hot, we can't blame her)

25. Fergie (She's already 30! I don't understand!)

Okay, I am done!! Have fun reading!

Love and thousan kisses,

Olive xx

10:34 p.m. - 19 May, 2004
Mid-week!
Alright, I really should cover up now. Haha, well, today's not too bad. Social Studies' paper was kinda easy actually, but I just didn't have time to show off all my information on the topic to the examiner. I spent too much time for the source-based, again. Yeah, it has been like that since forever. I wish I can manage time much better.

Anyway, after school we went to Heartland Mall, and spent the whole afternoon eating! Seriously, spent quite a lot of cash for food, and I had bad tummy then and has to go toilet repeatedly for more than three times, and at the fourth time, I finally feel that my tummy is cleared up. Whoo, at least I don't have to feel terrible on the train. I totally love the new MRT lane there. The train is bloody nice and modern. Another reason why I should not move to Australia, but seriously, I AM MOVING.Just now sure where. Sydney? Melbourne? Bah, I should just focus on my 'O' Level first. Then, after that I can just choose carefully. I don't wanna regret my choice afterwards. You know, regret is probably the worst feeling one can feel.

Well, I reached home at around 6 pm. It took an hour. But the train was nice, so I wasn't complaining much. Yesh, I went home, turned on the computer, till now. I did my a/c homework though, but that's all. I am just glad that we finished the first phase of the examination, although, obviously, the second phase one is the killer papers. I should better work harder.

Shit, the mother tongue intensive thingy is starting tomorrow, and it's like almost 5 hours of mother tongue lesson everyday. Goodbye fun, hello boredom. I guess I will doze the periods through. Boring. Boring. Boring. Kay people. I should just bed in now. See ya.

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

10:49 p.m. - 15 May, 2004
CCC
Hey.., I really don't feel like writing, you know. My life is such a bore, I wish it could be much better, but it's fun with friends though, no doubt about it. Yeah, went to town today with Copy Cat Chaterine. Sick of her. A total copy cat. I never see anybody more copy cat than her, ecept for somebody in school of course.

Yeah, as usual we went to town to shop, and stuff and we caught a show called 'Elephant', kinda crappy, but it was so true concerning about violence in America and how children and get excess to guns as easy as ordering pizza. Apparently, this guy who got bullied at school by the jocks and his other brother, and they were GAY, and they ordered guns and rifles and they dressed like an army and go to their school and start shooting and every fucking soul they could see. And, the massacre is real. Yeah, americans are a bit abnormal at times and these sick boys are just psychologically sick, thanks to the bullies.

Yeah, so, back to CCC. I fucking can't stand her no more. She bought a trucker cap and wants to wear one too. Fuck it, gurl. You know what, she never love trucker caps before. She started buying one after she saw me with my 'Famous Stars and Straps' trucker cap. I was at 77th Street and I wanted to buy the Van Dutch cap, you know how popular they are, and she was like, "Oh, I want one too"

Life is a bore at times. Sigh, gotta study for F&N tomorrow. It's really hard trying to understand what's going on inside out body when we're eating and all that shit and all the minerals and vitamins u need. Bah, bored. bored. bored. Wish I meet a cutie. bah, I am cutie-obsessed. But, seriously, I don't really desire them. Not as much as I desire a designer hand bag. Not as much as I used to desire for a partner then. I guess I just grew out of the whole crush thingy. It's still enjoyable to peep and some cute guys though.

Okay, peeps, I've gotta run. Tired, and bored. see ya

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

9:18 p.m. - 06 May, 2004
'Makin out' in classes?
Yay! Peeps, it's Thursday! Not exactly a cool day, it was pretty alright, but yesterday was the worst day. Yeah, and I think we're gonna get spot checks tomorrow. Bleah, thinkin of just surrendering my phone to whoever is gonna take it, so that I have reason to ask fer a new phone, unless my parents don't wanna contact me at all totally, and I've even planned that if they don't buy me another phone if I really wanna surrender my phone, I will go out late every weekend, and spend their money away on unnecessary items. Am I spoilt? I definitely am, but you must look at Paris Hilton. She got her dog a Christian Dior outfit! I think dog is an 'in' accessory now, I see her with it everytime! I wish I can have one too, but the prob is I am not in good terms with dogs, in fact it's animals. Ah well, school's gettin really borin' and bah just can't stand history classes. Got fed up looking at people who definitely have no idea of the proper place to 'make out' (I am exaggeratin) No offence, but I don't think during classes is actually the perfect and proper time to 'make out' Yeah, whatever. People became insane when they're in love, which never did happen to me. I wish when it actually happen it to me one day, I would be able to differentiate where's the perfect place to make out, and it's deifinitely not in the public, unless you wanna show off how long ur dick is when it's actually erected. Okay, I am talking nonsense and I am being rude, so pardon me. Exhaustion does it all the time. Ah well, moving on, Britney's gettin hotter, her flat abs are back, and she's brunette now, peeps, I prefer her ol' blonde image, but at least the new hair colour help to cover her lack of general knowledge. At least people won't call her 'dumb blonde' since she isnt blonde anymore. She's super hot though, and she rocks! It's just that she always seems to fall in love with the wrong guy, with a guy who has a pregnant wife. Come on Brit, you can score better than that! Alright, peeps, think I gotta end here. Headin town tomorrow to catch Van Hellsing, yay! Love vampires. Okay, see ya peeps, good night

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

8:55 p.m. - 04 May, 2004
Hurlow!
Yeah, finnaly I am here, ready to write another entry to this lonely diaryland. I just feel so lazy to write in anymore, because, well, first, I was just feelin so bored with life. Nothing special's happened, but well, what can I do, can't help it anyway, I aint some big superstar, I am merely a secondary school strugglin with my studies, in an attempt to score as many As as possible. As if I will score an A at all. Yeah, and it was exams and everything. Not that I have to prepare in some major ways, but you know, doing some last minute practice does make you feel less guilty. But, nobody in this world can deny that every last minute job is effective. The english paper was terribly tough, and I was struggling during the paper and I was giving up. Yeah, true, I gave up and said to myself,"There, fuckin paper! You win, you win, I fuckin give up!" Yeah, and, well, obviously, most probably and no doubt, I will definitely fail. Malay paper was difficult too. I almost wrote out of point! It was difficult, okay! It was!! Bahh! Life. And, I haven't even touch on electromagnetic induction in Physics. God knows what Mr Tan was talking about, and Andrew stupid questions in between Mr Tan blur explanations made me feel like a total dumbo. It tickled my mind how a soul can digest such information. Anyway, the world we're livin in isn't any better either. Ever see a day without violence and mayhem reports in the newspaper? It's either I am exaggerating the whole situation, or I don't read newspaper regularly. But, it seems that everytime I pick up a newspaper there'll always be pictures of dead, bloody bodies, pictures about people being tortured and all that shit. And, can you believe that girls as young as 10 years old got pregnant in Britain? It's like I haven't even got my periods yet! Probably in 2 decades time, grannies will be as young as 30 years old and great grannies will be around 40s. Talk about being conservative, it's good to be conservative in some ways. Hehe, well, I don't know how I got so serious suddenly, yeah, I should calm down for a bit. Uhm, went to town with ant and yu after the papers. Wanted to buy a pair of white new shoes, considering the state of my current white shoes. Fell in love with a pair of Skechers, but it was a lil' platformed, and it has two glittery pink lines on the platform. It was totally white beside those though. I think it's hell nice, but was considering and thinking through, and ended up spending my money buying something else, mags and a Mango cool necklace. Yeah, I suck. Will probably go back for the shoes this Friday, but the Pupil's diary never mentioned anything about platform shoes, did they? Hehe, perhaps I should take the risk? But the risk I am taking is like a 79 bucks risk, and if I happened to get caught by the Evil Fat Bitch, she might confiscate it and the money will go down in drain. If I am lucky, she might not confiscate it, but she might insist on me wearing a TOTAL white shoes, but there's small possibility that I will wear totally white shoes with my other outfits, cause it just doesn't seem to fit in with the whole wardrobe, and I don't want to overdo white with a white shirt and a white skirt. Ah well, think, think think. Uhm, gotta run now, peeps. See ya in school tomorrow, yeah? And, FUCK INTERNET EXPLORER, MAN!

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

9:33 p.m. - 25 April, 2004
Eamon Doyle
Fuck it (I don't want you back)-Eamon

whoa oh oh

ooh hooh

no no no

see i dont know why i liked you so much i gave you all of my trust

i told you i loved you now thats all down the drain you put me through pain i wanna let you know that i feel

2x

Fuck what i said it dont mean shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw them out Fuck all those kisses they didnt mean jack Fuck you, you hoe i dont want you back

you thought that you could keep this Shit from me ya burnt Bitch i heard the story ya played me ya even gave him head now ya askin for me back ya just another hag look elsewhere cuz ya done with me

2x

Fuck what i said it dont mean Shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw them out Fuck all those kisses they didnt mean jack Fuck you, you hoe i dont want you back

ya questioned did i care you could ask anyone i even said ya are my great one now its over but i do admit im sad it hurts real bad i cant sweat that because i loved a hoe

Fuck what i said it dont mean Shit now Fuck the presents might as well throw them out Fuck all those kisses they didnt mean jack Fuck you, you hoe i dont want you back

oh oh oh oh

uh hun yeah

oh oh oh oh

uh hun yeah

oh oh oh oh

uh hun yeah

oh oh oh oh

uh hun yeah

1. Despite his excessice use of the word "FUCK", Eamon is a cute Italian-Irish blood chap.

2. And, no, it's not possible to break up when I don't have a boyfriend in the first place, I just find this song is cool.

3. This song is actually a kinda ballad song, which make it even unique. Unless I take 'ballad' the wrong way again.

4. Go listen to this song!

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx (Fuck it)

4:56 p.m. - 19 April, 2004
Hardcore Dior
Heyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Wow! when's the last time I updated? More than a week, eh? Hehe, just got back from school, should be doing my work, but again I am stuck this laptop. Last week have been pretty cool, spent a lot of time in school after lessons trying to finish the class decorations for International Friendship Day, but we was terrible and played most of the time, so the class did suck. Haha, on Wednesday the class celebrated Iman's birthday, and everybody, well, almost everybody was playing, I got flour on my face and a concoction of coke and egg yolk on my back, so I certainly stink like hell. Hehe, my mom came on Friday, so I went back to Balestier. Had my period on Friday, so that night I stained my mom's white bed sheet again. Heh, sorry, mom! Then, skipped F&N on Saturday cause I was having a terrible tummy cramp because of my bloody and super heavy period. Coughin like hell, think I am falling sick soon. Busy days ahead, tests and all those shit. Tomorrow will be having out first part of F&N investigative task for F&N mid year exam. Yeah, havent prepared for anything, but most probably I will be doing custard, that's the easiest, hello? Heh, hurrah!! My mom got me a Dior Hardcore bag! Hurrah! I've wanted it so badly. I wanted a saddle bag one, but it doesnt really look too nice, so I got myself a hand held. It was hard to convince my mom though. But, I got them! Yeah!! Love this Chanel watch, wish it's October now! Heh, then I can ask for it from my dad. But, oh yeah, have u guys seen the new Nokia phone? 7610? Holy shit! It's so nice!!! I want it! But I don't think my dad will buy it fer me, my phone isnt that old yet. Wanted to buy heels, it's kinda high, but it's very very very nice, maybe I should ask for my mom the next time she come again. Hehe, she's going back on Wed =( Gonna miss her, she's been really good and I love her, she's such a caring mother. Yeah, my dad's cool too. Heh, uhmm, what else? I havent do any coursework this weekend, I think I will have to do it tomorrow, but there are so manny class tests this week, gonna study my science today, and physics is so bloody difficult, it's killing me! Arghhhhh! Anyway, yeah, I think I have got to run, gotta take a longggggg shower and hit on to work! These few days were like hell. The weather was so hot and humid and it's even more uncomfortable when you are having your period. So, yeah, I am really suffering. Okay, really have to run, see you guys soon! Ta fer now!

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

9:49 p.m. - 11 April, 2004
Boobies Boobies Boobies
Began to think Ashton is hot. Maybe, he really is. Okay, today it's pretty alright, except for the fact that I am so pissed about Physics, it's so bloody confusing okay!!? Why do we have to study science anyway? I don't fuckin care about how the electricity works okay! How about leaving it to any fella who cares? Don't push those shit to the innocent, uninterested peeps like myself, of course. Yeah, had fun on Friday and went out with the chicks. Haha, yeah, we went to try bikinnis at Aztec, and showed one another how we look with them. Haha, I saw this super cute black and pink and I tried it on, looked kinda fine, except for the fact that, of course, yea, it's the same probs again peeps, my boobs are too small. I was thinking of getting a boob job if my boobies don't go any bigger after another two years. But, everybody thinks it's crazy, so I drop the idea totally from my head. Haha, and I bought the BRITNEY-Rolling Stone mag!! Love her sooooooo much! She's so kewl, and her boobies are getting bigger again, but nevermind, she's sexy that way, but, how about sparing me some, Brit? Haha, lame, I felt kinda guilty on Friday. I went out with the beach'ds right? Then, my mom kept calling me, and I was kinda irritated, I talked to her kinda rudely. Then, when I went home, I heard the news that there was another earthquake in my hometown. I wa totally freaked out. I was like, what if I couldn't even talk to my mom anymore, and just now I took her for granted. I felt really guilty, couldn't help it, and let a tear fell down my cheeks. But, I texted her on Saturday. My mom is a really great mom, I kinda miss her and I hated myself everytime I talked rudely to her, I know she's trying to show me some care, and I really really really love her for it. Love mom and dad. Miss 'em. Got another piercing. Yeah. Uhmmm.., Ashton's super cute. Bah. Think I will run now, I am stuck with F&N. Ciao!

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww, the Prince & Me guy is suyper duper super duper duper super super duper duper super super super super duper duper duper cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!! I want him!!! Haha, can't stop dreaming...

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

11:08 p.m. - 08 April, 2004
Crazy night
Whew..,long time no update! Hehe, yeah, wanna update tonight, cos it's so fun today! First thing first, finally did the history presentation! Hurrah! I was totally nervous, and I was biting my finger, as I always do when I got nervous. Yeah, it was not excellent, at least for my part. Andrew's part was alright, he got through it well. Sorry yeah, dude? No promise for an A1! Hehe, yeah, after that, missed 3 periods of English, because there was medical check up, so yeah, was kinda free. After recess, we had our Easter Service, then a period of Mother Tongue, and a double period of bookmark making during CME, and almost 2 hours of F&N coursework again, then rushed to have dinner behind school. Yeah, talked a lot to the beach-ds and had fun today. Yeah, we talked and ate till we forgot the time, and we quickly walked back to school for night class and had the a/c test. Couldn't balance my balance sheet though, shit, it happen again and again and again. Bloody. Heh, after night class we went to have a discussion on International Friendship Day, it was kinda serious in the beginning, but it was more of a joke. Haha, my sore throat got worse because of excess laughter I had during that 'discussion' time. Yeah, haha, thanx to Anne. She pretended to be a rock star, talked funny, stood on the bench with her foolish hair and sing,"I believe in this thing called love" Haha, then, when she sang one of Avril's song, Drew reckoned she sounded like Avril, so he asked her to sing, yeah, and she joked again..,haha, she's so hilarious. Haha, and she did the cheerleading thing, you know, raising your hands up high, and nodding your head while smiling widely, the Bring It On style, yeah, ahah, she was crazy, okay!! Haha, but couldn't help it but love her. Han Rong came to meet Drew and he went nuts as well. After that Vincent came to meet Drew as well, I believe, and he went nuts too. Haha, Anne was like,"I can sing better than you!" Haha, that was mean, my gurl! Haha, but he got nothing to say, I mean, I don't blame him, who would try and talk back to such a nutty? Haha, but we really had fun yeah? So, me, Drew and Douglas was sitting on the bench, and Anne stood on the bench in front of us, and she started singing, like an American Idol thingy, haha, yeah, so we were like the judges. Haha, funneh, yeah? You should be on the spot to see how funneh Anne was though, she's my nuttiest friend ever! Haha, glad I somehow got to know her! So, yeah, we ended up going our separate ways at nine, or so, and we went to Bishan cos I wanted to get some VCDs to light up my night, but now I am like so tired. I reached home around 10:30 and we're still going out tomorrow. But, it's so fun! Hurrah! Hehe, love my beach-ds! Haha, okay, then, gotta end here! See you peeps tmr, ta ta! Gd night!

Love and thousand kisses,

Olive xx

11:30 a.m. - 03 April, 2004
Yay! I lurve Saturday
Hurrah! Morning people! I am home!! Why? Why? Cause there' no F&N today!! Hurray! So happy! Hehe, last night went to my cousin's b'day party. Not a really nice party because, of course, obviously I don't really know all her friends. Yea, I sticked to my cousins and Andree was there to, yeah. So, at least I talked to people. Haha, yeah, it was at this restaurant just opposite Plaza Singapura, BBoss. A very, very nice restaurant, I would say, because it was my first time there. Yea, Singapore is kinda beautiful really, I don't really go to that part of town, so I don't know how beautiful is the Istana Park. Yes, it was hell nice, with fountains and stuff, yea. Hehe, and it was an outdoor kinda thing, so it was really a nice place. Hehe. The food was nice as well. Stayed there till around 10 plus or something. Yea, my cousin actually had to blow up this candles on her and his (yea, she celebrated it with her super cute boyfriend) birthday cake. Heh, the candles will relight again after they finish blowing it, yeah, so they were laughing and stuff. Hehe, my cousin's cute, and her boyfriend is super fit as well. Haha, I am mad. Going to town later on, but somehow I am still lazing around here, woke up around 10 am just now. Was so happy because it is Saturday, but I am still waiting for my Cat to wake up. Thinking of catching a show later, The Passion? But, I doubt they will let me in. I am too cute to be 18. ... hahaha. Wanna watch the Prince & Me, but that means I will have to go to Lido to watch it. Feel like watching Angelina Jolie's Taking Lives as well. Another Hollywood thriller, but Angelina Jolie is super sexy, I love her lips so much. Yeah, was texting my friend, Felicia who is already in States now. She had some problem about her shopaholic state. Yeah, she bought this Louis Vuitton bag, and she regretted it cause she was scared that her brother will throw temper. Yeah, come on, girl, I think you've got my disease! Haha, yeah, but , yeah, just take care and think carefull before you buy bags next time yeah? We are not talking about some cheap bags here, babe, it's